So done

It doesn't matter anymore.

It still hurts but I realized that I can't do anything about it.

If I drift apart, and you don't make an effort to pull me back, well, I don't mean anything to you then.

If I keep myself away from you and yet you still want me in your life and actually make an effort to talk to me, that's what friends are for.

Will still be the same, nothing's gonna change. So I give up.

Judge me all you want, condemn me all you want, hate me all you want. If you don't want me in your life, I don't need you either.

I'm sick of repeating myself, I'm so done with expecting so much.

xx