If I say I care means I do. If I say I love you means I really do. Even when I hug you I have my ways to show whether I mean it or not.
Sometimes, when this happens I just wish to hide in a corner, keep to myself and don't care whatever shit that is happening. Yes, I can keep my mouth shut if I want to. But I ask myself, do I really want to walk that path again? Do I really want to go around making enemies again? And lose my friends one by one?
I guess I just have to be strong. Giving and not receiving might hurt but being hated, being hateful and being alone is worse.
Only one person have lasted so long with me. I don't know how you bear with me. My friends seem to not stay but you did and I appreciate that. And yes, I know my change may not be significant all these years. 10 years and still counting :) You know I love you even though we might have drifted now and then.
And you know who you are. <3
Okay sorry not being some emo shit or what. Just thinking. Soliloquy.
Okay don't cry :) BYE. HEHEHEHHEHEHE.
PS: Maybe that split personality thing is true after all. Hmm.
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