I’m totally not in the mood to do anything at all. My mum got angry with me. First of all, she woke me up about 10 for me to bath and get ready. When my sisters and I all finished bathing and was getting ready, she told us that she had a lot to do to clear up from yesterday and she told us to go first and she and papa will meet us later because since they’re taking bike they will reach faster then us. It was already 11 and Wan Yu called me saying that they were almost done and I am to meet them at Bishan at around 1. So obviously I told me mum to like get ready faster. Then she got all defensive saying that we are rushing her and it made her angry. And she didn’t want to go out anymore. Its sooo frustrating as she had already agreed yesterday on the timing. She even complained that the problem lies with us as we might not be able to wake up early. I even told my group mates that I might not come down if there is no time. So I actually placed greater importance in celebrating my mum’s birthday rather than project work right?? But no…she was like saying that my friends and my work are more important. I already told her that I’ll be meeting for project and she’s okay with it when I told her so now what?? It will be days or maybe weeks until she will talk to me again. It’s really frustrating. In the first place if she knew that she had to clear up and there isn’t much time, she could have just told me not to go for the project right??? But since she already agreed so naturally I thought that nothing is wrong. And I was really glad that I was able to fit in everything today. So now, I’m really not in the mood. And although she told me to go but who in the right mind would want to follow the instructions of someone who is angry??? I feel really guilty as I already told my group mates. And I hope that they weren’t trying to stall for time just now just because I told them I could only make it around 1. I really hate it when I couldn’t make it for this kind of meeting. Of course it has happened before. Yus and Diy always have to suffer. Because of my mum, I sometimes have to cancel our plans. I didn’t even go for dance today as I wouldn’t anyone to see my swollen eyes. I hope everything will go more smoothly tomorrow. =’((