So much is happening in my life right now. Every time I thought of working, it’s not possible anymore. I know that I’m supposed to know how to juggle my work and all that…blablabla…

Okay…now I’m going to start my CCAs soon… yeah…it’s plural…
Let’s see, I’ll be joining mentoring as well as dance. I’m still thinking whether it is the right choice for me…coz after all I might turn out to be horrible in both of them. Firstly, dance. I know I’ve been dancing in the four years of my secondary school life. But its poly now… everything will be different. And its not that I hate my body, it’s just that I feel it’s not made for dancing. What’s with the costume plus the flexibility plus the stamina needed… will I be able to fulfill all these?? I wonder…mentoring sounds fun…but am I outgoing enough? Am I quick witted enough? Am I spontaneous enough? I always wonder…I guess I’ll just have to go for the camps and see how it goes, right??

Last Friday was fun…I know we didn’t do what we planned out initially but it was still fun…me and Wan Yu went to meet Gary first…then…met up with Xiubin and Huihui. Wanted to catch a movie initially but we couldn’t agree on any movie so we sat at Banquet and talk…we talked for a super long time. Then we went to Civic Centre to get Gary’s medical results. Decided to eat at Lerk Thai. Wan Yu and Gary ordered food. While Xiubin and Huihui ordered drinks. Gary is such an old man with crap English…lol…ended up seating there and talk some more. Wanted to play at Time zone after eating but we talked too much until there wasn’t time for us to play…so we went home. The Saturday, I went to Woodlands Centre Road to find my jeans. Bought two New Future jeans and one blue baby doll top which I think is super cute…After that, went to Causeway Point because Metro is having sale and I just have to buy something from there. Ended up finding a lot of super nice dresses…and I bought 3 of them. Gawd… I brought about 200 bucks and I finish almost all of it… dammit! Then on Sunday, wanted to go to AMK Courts to find a digital camera for kakak. Ended up the cheap 199 is sold out. Went to find at Courts CWP. Bought a 299 one. Which is in pink! Went home later then usual…mother and father was already home and father sort of scolded us for buying the digicam. But wth it’s already been bought after all…

Monday as usual, boring Law…waited for Qi De as usual before going to school. And he was super late…but whatever…I actually like being late! Haha. As usual constructions ended early with the tutorial being done by Fadli and thought of by Zhen Liang…Haha. Hope they bear no grudges. went off to Moberly to get my ezlink and met up with Daniel and Jonathan. They were checking out the CCA open house. Signed up for a couple of things. Went home with Xiubin.

Tuesday we met up early for discussion on my community service. I really dressed up that day. Wore my new red dress from Metro with opaque tights. I think I look sooo high school. But I still think I looked nice…hahaha. Anyways…guess what??? Got back my Law tutorial and I did great! At first I was really scared because around me people were not really getting really good marks. I was terrified! But the lecturer called my name, I practically jumped out of my chair and when the teacher passed my paper to me she said, “Good work.” I looked at my marks and I received a cool 85/90 and an A!!! It was surreal! Law??? But yeah the lecturer totally punctured my happiness by saying that she marked the paper really leniently…I was like wth!! And I’m super scared that I will not be able to get the same grades ever again… After that had constructions lecture which was BORING!!! Tried very hard to pay attention. After that met up with Yus and I signed up for the Mentoring camp. Then I saw Badron. He was with Yew Chuan. I think he looked kind of hot now. Haha. Wanted to walk away but decided to talk to him as there were cute guys over there. Haha. Talked a lot…and he was seating beside this guy whom I assumed is his friend who is sooo cute!! But didn’t get a closer look la… then they went off to eat and I was like disappointed…

Wednesday, had CD lessons early. I was not late again! Sooo proud of myself. We played cheat with the lecturer…wanted to meet up with Daniel as he also wanted to enquire for dance. I was released late which was bad enough than Daniel came late as he had project to do. Was eating with Gary and Xiubin when he called asking where I am. Then met him near Moberly. And he actually looked kind of cute! Haha. There were a lot of people and I cannot stand it if it’s hot and there are a lot of people. It totally spoils my mood!! Then Daniel didn’t want to ask because he said he joined Adventurer camp and might not want to go for dance. So I left him and managed to find my way to the class myself! Appeared to be quite late but Gary and Xiubin was tones later than me! And they were shocked to already see me…Haha. Was msging through out the class again because it was BORING…turns out Daniel joined the camp…Damn him!! Asked Yus to sign up for me as I finish at 3 and might not have time to sign up…then class ended early and went to meet up with Daniel and Jonathan. Doreen and Joline were also there. Went to eat at Koufu. Out of all people, Justin came along. And as usual he didn’t know I existed before this. Oh and while eating, saw this guy in red sooo cute! He was seating alone enjoying his Japanese food with a cute expression on his face. Haha. Then we walked through the CCA open house again…saw my classmates and was talking to them when the stupid Jonathan pulled me away. Turns out they are joining mentoring as well. So went home with Doreen and Joline as the others wanted to play soccer or something…

Thursday is a holiday and gawd I was sooo restless. Mama wanted to go to CWP so followed her. Waited at Courts for her to get her cookbook but it turns out have to buy 100 on the same day to collect. Was in a super bad mood…wanted to get McFlurry but ice creams are out. There’s only milkshakes. How stupid is that??? So went to Civic Centre to buy my McFlurry and it’s also out!!! Sooo angry. There I was sooo fed up and hot and tired and my ice cream is out. That totally ruins my day!! Then went home and watched What a Girl Wants. At least seeing Oliver James made my mood better. Then watched Silence on my lappy. And I totally forgot that I have quite a couple of homework to be done which I haven’t even done…one of it was Photoshop. And gawd me, the computer idiot actually have to do that! But ya was quite easy. Haha. Then I thought okay, everything is done…THEN…forgot my events experience homework. Luckily I did it halfway so it was okay…printed it and at last my work is done!

Friday was really crap because I had to wake up at 6 am. This is a stupid time to wake up if you’re in poly. Haha. Went down and missed the bus and I was prepared to come late. But less than 5 minutes later the bus came. And I was already preparing mentally that I will wait for the Pasir Ris train. And guess what?? I went up the escalator and the train came! I turned to see what train and it is Pasir Ris! Do you know how happy I am!! But there was damn a lot of people and I had to balance my lappy, my heavy bag and making sure that my t-square which is jutting out from my bag didn’t hit anyone. Stupid train. Soo many people. But ya I came damn early!! Haha. While walking, met Gary and we went class together. And as usual, lesson was BORING…d lecturer’s com is damn old and it’s not responding. So I ended up watching Vic’s videos and watching Silence. I’m at the 18th episode! So there was no homework at all. Went to eat at food court 3. saw Hafiz the actor AGAIN. And Zureen. Gawd he’s so ugly la. Ate chicken rice which is nicer than food court 1’s. Had drawing makeup lesson. And it was kind of fun but hard. I only managed to do it right as Qide took a pic with his camera and I kept referring to it. Was stuck with Gary after that as we had to attend mentoring camp briefing. Went to follow Gary eat at food court 5 and met Shermaine with her BE people. The briefing was BORING. But I and Gary made friends with another guy who is actually the same course as us, Kai Liang. He is kind of shy I think. And I did most of the talking. But there are no cute guys at all! Haiz…seems like the 3 days of camp will be a bore. Met up with Yus after that. Reached home later than usual.

I stayed at home on Saturday. Finished watching my Silence…and gawd it is sooo sad!! But Vic Chou is still cute although he is dying. Haha. Quite a boring day actually. Then Sunday which is today, went to rumah nenek. Talked and talked again. Then Busu ajak me to be part of the backstage crew for Gentarasa. She says for experience. I know that was what I wanted BUT I get really self conscious because I don’t know whether I can do it. But then it wont hurt for gaining the experience right….hope that everything really goes well. It’s at Esplanade by the way. That’s something else planned for my NEXT, NEXT, NEXT Saturday. Really busy. But I wanna work! Get money!!

So this is what I’ll be up to. This week Friday, Saturday and Sunday will be my Mentoring camp. Then next week Friday. Saturday and Sunday my dance camp. Then next, next Saturday is Gentarasa… busy! But I like!!! So ya am damn sleepy right now bit I have to check that my work is all done. Gtg…