harlow..
i noe i'm supposed 2 wryt dat tym obv i didnt..
been watchin meteor garden on youtube.seriously i'm addicted!
n i'm onli ad ep 6!one ep has 5 prts mind u!
anws,2dae was tcher's dae celebration.n gawd was it good!
i dunno..i realli envy tis ppl hu cn perform confidently on stage.
dey dun shake n even if they r nervous,it didn't even affect deir voices la..
d audience muz b thinkin,tis is soo much better den national day celebration.
ad least dats wad i felt..
watchin dem perform make me soo embarrassed wit myself.
soo dun fit 2 sing in public..
i'm a real pessimist..
but seriously,i'm very gd ad puttin myself dwn..
recently i had sort of a-momeny-whr-i-dun-tok-2-my-mum
i dunno wads its called
its very frustrating wen u tried ure best ad doin sumtin but nv get netin in return..
i mean i noe i'm NOT supposed 2 b ngry wit me own mum but its realli too much..
whenever i'm ngry,i cry..i cry 2 myself.i didn't blow up.
but does neone treasyres it?
i'm sick of bein d middle child.
i'm sick of bein d one hu helps others.
i'm sick of bein d one hu gets nothin bck in return.
sumtimes i feel soo unfortunate.i try 2 b hepi all d tym bcoz i noe evryone has deir own troubles n i hv no ryt whatsoever 2 burden dem wit my insecurities n worries
ok wadeve.

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wtched love is cinta wit yus juz now.

it was a bore.

apart lookin ad andhika(wit his ugly permed hair)

n listenin 2 songs sung frm andhika(which is soo much better den irwan's)

i was practically snoozing..i mean d story is super lame.

which person could actualli live aft they die?

which person could actualli b goin 2 heaven straightaway after dey die?

it was such a waste..

sorie guys 4 puttin it in my bdae list.

it was a waste of u guys money..

had lunch wit tania,doreen n poixin ad seoul garden after sch..

didn't go bck 2 wdgrv..

wasnt in d mood..

d lunch was realli grt..

i feel damn full aft it..

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i juz wanna scream n lose control

throw my hands up n let it go

forget abt evrytin n runaway yeah

i juz wanna fall n lose myself

laughin so hard it hurts lyk hell

4get abt evrytin n runaway yeah

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where are my hopes,whr r my dreams

my cinderella story scene

when do you tink dey'll finally see

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both avril's songs

runaway n the best damn thing

the lyrics meaningful so i thot i'll share

anws thx 4 d dress,fifi.a belated bdae prezzie

altho i dunno wen i shld wear it or mayb fit

n actualli look nice in it

probably d moz depressing post ever..

til nxt tym wen hopefully it gets better

lidyaincgurl out.