Wednesday, August 09, 2006

so damn freaking pissed

AARGH!!!
i am gonna let it all out.
i am so damn frustrated n its
terrifying 2 even c my own ngry face.
i feel so out.
sumtyms i juz stare ad d mirror n tink
about how pathetic my life is.

i juz hate myself 4 bein in tis form

d truth is
i feel lyk i'm missin out
on evryting life has 2 offer
i can actually cry evry nyt
juz tinkin about tis
coz seriously i feel so sad
so ngry wit myself
but den i tink
y shld i cry wen ppl out dere r havin fun??
m i makin ne sense??

my point is
its juz so funni
how ppl sae dat underdogs can shine too
but dat is not happenin 2 me

n i am not even startin about wads happenin ad 582 now.

d ting is
wen will i ever succeed in
bein a gd sister?
bein a gd dancer?
bein a gd daughter?
bein a gd fren?
bein a gd student?

i hate myself 4 tis....

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